Today, I feel like a pretty poor 32%.
I woke up later than I should have and just lay there for a while and stared at the ceiling.
Then I forced my self to reach over and pick up my phone to scroll through my social medias.
After a good 40 minutes of this, I managed to get up, run to the bathroom and brush my teeth.
I made my way downstairs, made myself a coffee and just kind of, stirred it, until it went cold. Then I managed a few sips.
I eventually managed to make myself some cereal which took me 2 hours to eat.
I thought putting on make up and leaving the house would make me feel better. It didn't, but I did do it.
Now i'm back in bed at 1.30pm in the afternoon and I feel like today is done.
My head is sore and my heart is sad and I just want to curl back up and stare at the ceiling until sleep takes me again.
This is okay and it's probably what I will do, but the most annoying thing about today has been that yesterday, I was a good, solid 76%!
Yesterday I saw my friends, smiled, laughed, sang, I even made food and ate it. All of it!
The most annoying thing about this whole situation is how much can change in a matter of 12 hours.
Yesterday was a success, but today feels like a failure.
I hope that tomorrow brings some progress and I can get above 50%.
Much loves
xxx
